I Haven't Gone Anywhere!!!!

HELLO ALL!!!!

So, for some ODD reason I haven't been able to access my Blogger from my computer which is a Mac...I have NO idea why! *sad face* BUT at the moment I'm on a PC and can get to it just fine, as you can see.

Like, I can see my blog if I type in the URL but I can't get to my homepage where I can post and stuff. It keeps saying that Blogger has changed it's settings or something and I have to switch my accounts from Gmail to somethin...I really don't know what the big hoopla is all about but I'd like for it to get fixed PDQ!! (Pretty Darn Quick)

It's been driving me insane not being able to posts and update myself on everyone's blogs that I follow...like seriously it's been heart-wrenching. I HATE IT!

So, please pray that everything gets fixed so I won't have to find a PC anytime I need some Blogger in my life!

Peace, love, and happiness!

P.S--It feels SOOOO incredibly good to be able to post again!

21 Years Ago On This Day...

I WAS BORN!!!!

I'M FINALLY 21!!!

I PRAISE GOD FOR ANOTHER YEAR!!!

I Do!...I Do???

Marriage. What a huge, meaningful....SCARY WORD!!!

We've all thought about it be us man or woman.

I will be turning 21 on Friday (Whoo-hoo!!!) and I've come to realize that well obviously, I'm getting older and marriage may be in my future, possibly my near future if that's what God has planned.

EEEEKKKKKK!!!!

Does that not sound scary?! Yes, yes it does! I don't even have a boyfriend at the moment or a person of interest for that matter! And my last relationship was in 2008...yea, I know!

I definitely want to be married to my soulmate some day but at the time, the thought of being married seems so....i n t a n g i b l e.

Like, I can't see myself living with a man, sharing my bed with a man, sharing my bathroom, my closet, my drawers, my space with a man.

But on the flip side, I can definitely see someone genuinely loving me, waking up every morning to someone I can call my own, holding hands with someone and it mean more than just 2 sweaty palms touching each other, loving someone unconditionally flaws and all. THAT I look forward too. *Smile*

But am I truly ready to hold on through thick and thin, through sickness and health, through the good times and the bad, through the "I love you with all my heart's" and the "I absolutely can't stand you today's", til death does us part??? Food for thought I suppose.

Marriage is not a play-thing!

All-in-all, I will continue to pray that God prepare me mentally and physically for holy matrimony and send my husband (that feels so weird to type) my way when he is ready for me to have him.

What are your thoughts on the "M" word?!

I Need A Bandaid

Large Enough For My Heart

We reside in a cruel, cruel world

My heart aches for this world and its inhabitants

I carry the weight of this world on my back...or in my heart rather

NOT by choice...

It hurts my heart like you wouldn't believe

LIVID

I am like extremely upset right now. For a multitude of reasons. And I just needed to vent for a second. I'm not gonna go into detail because it's 11:39 P.M. and I have to wake up in about 6 hours and I have a BIG test tomorrow but I just needed to get it off of my chest.

I mostly am SO SO SO mad because I'm here <--- (Click Me)...when I should be HERE <--- (Click Me Too!) I JUST WANNA GO HOME!!!!

*Deep deep sigh* You know what I really need, I need a hug. I haven't had a hug since my family left (June 27th) and the other day I realized that I NEED a HUG. Even if it's for .5 seconds, I just need someone to affectionately wrap their arms tightly around me...even if in their minds they're squeezing me to death. *Wraps arms around self.......doesn't work* LOL

Annnnnyyyywayyyy.....Please pray for me and my test tomorrow around 12:30 P.M.-ish...that's about the time I'll be taking my test. Please and thank you.

Goodnight and God Bless

P.S.--If You See Me In Your Dreams,

Give Me A Hug Please =)

It's Not So Funny Is It?

My sister referred to me this absolutely wonderfully written and composed

song by Regina Spektor and needless to say,

it made me love her even more.

These lyrics are the truth.

No one laughs at God in a hospital
No one laughs at God in a war
No one's laughing at God when they're starving or freezing or so very poor

No one laughs at God when the doctor calls after some routine tests
No one's laughing at God when it's gotten real late and their kid's not back from that party yet

No one laughs at God when their airplane starts to uncontrollably shake
No one's laughing at God when they see the one they love hand in hand with someone else and they hope that they're mistaken
No one laughs at God when the cops knock on their door and they say, "We've got some bad news, sir"
No one's laughing at God when there's a famine, fire or flood

But God can be funny
At a cocktail party while listening to a good God-themed joke or
Or when the crazies say he hates us and they get so red in the head you think that they're about to choke

God can be funny
When told he'll give you money if you just pray the right way
And when presented like a genie
Who does magic like Houdini
Or grants wishes like Jiminy Cricket and Santa Claus

God can be so hilarious
Ha ha
Ha ha

No one laughs at God in a hospital
No one laughs at God in a war
No one's laughing at God when they've lost all they got and they don't know what for

No one laughs at God on the day they realize that the last sight they'll ever see is a pair of hateful eyes
No one's laughing at God when they're saying their goodbyes

But God can be funny
At a cocktail party while listening to a good God-themed joke or
Or when the crazies say he hates us and they get so red in the head you think that they're about to choke

God can be funny
When told he'll give you money if you just pray the right way
And when presented like a genie
Who does magic like Houdini
Or grants wishes like Jiminy Cricket and Santa Claus

God can be so hilarious

No one laughs at God in a hospital
No one laughs at God in a war

No one laughs at God in a hospital
No one laughs at God in a war

No one's laughing at God in a hospital
No one's laughing at God in a war

No one's laughing at God when they're starving or freezing or so very poor

No one's laughing at God
No one's laughing at God
No one's laughing at God
We're all laughing with God

A Day Without Laughter...

Is A Day

WASTED.

~Charlie Chaplin

Don't waste an entire 24 hours...

You will regret it.

See?! ^^ ^Even babies know the real deal!!

It Starts In My Toes Then I Crinkle My Nose

It's Those Small Things,

That Make Your Insides Smile and Light Up

Before the Smile Actually Hits Your Lips...

That REALLY Matter.

The Smile Develops From Somewhere Deep Inside

And You Can Feel It Making Its Way Up From Your Knees To Your Stomach

Up To Both Corners Of Your Mouth and Then...

They Turn Up Ever So Slightly.

Your Eyes Light Up and Next Thing You Know,

Your Whole Face, Your Entire Body, Is On Cloud 9.

And Then, Everything's Alright In The World...

In Your World At Least.

That's ALL That Matters.

I Define Me

"If I Didn't Define Myself For Myself,

I Would Be Crushed Into Other People's

Fantasie's For Me and Eaten Alive."

-Audre Lorde

Heaven Has No Rage...

Like Love to Hatred Turned

Nor

Hell A Fury Like A Woman Scorned

Our Deepest Fear

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.

Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.

It is our light not our darkness that most frightens us.

We ask ourselves, who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous,

talented and fabulous?

Actually, who are you not to be?

You are a child of God.

Your playing small does not serve the world.

There's nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other

people won't feel insecure around you.

We were born to make manifest the glory of

God that is within us.

It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone.

And as we let our own light shine,

we unconsciously give other people

permission to do the same.

As we are liberated from our own fear,

Our presence automatically liberates others.

—Marianne Williamson

Step By Step

After Winter Comes the Summer.

After Night Comes the Dawn.

And After Every Storm, There Comes Clear, Open Skies.

~Samuel Rutherford

I received this during my devotion today and felt compelled to share it.

My prayer is that is blesses someone else as much as it blessed me.

I Just Wanna Say...

that...

I LOVE ME SOME BLUE POWERADE!!!

That is all!

Featured Follower! Yay!!

I was featured as one of the Featured Followers on Edkdolce's blog!!

She has this feature for all of her followers as an appreciation and to "get the word out" about other's blogs.

It a fantastic and creative feature and I encourage you to hop on board!

Her blog is also great!

So check out her blog and check me out as one of the featured! =)

Alone Time

I thoroughly enjoy alone time.

I like spending time with me.

It helps me to get to know me better.

I can do what I want, when I want.

Don't have to answer to anyone.

It's a great time, really.

As the picture indicates, being alone does NOT translate into being lonely.

Oh NO! These are 2 totally different things.

Being lonely is more of an emotional state.

It's all in the psyche if you ask me.

Being alone, now that's a whole 'nother ball game.

It's relaxing, enjoyable, not disruptive, awesome!

Spend some time with yourself.

You may learn something new!

*Smiles*

Movie Review!!

I give it 4 out of 5 popcorn bags!

This movie started out fairly well. Laughter from the start. They definitely knew how to capture the audiences attention and laughter will do it every time.

About 1/4 of the way into the movie I felt as though it lost its structure. In other words, the plot seemed to be thrown all over the place and I was kind of like, "Um okay? What? Where does that come in and why was it placed there?" There was about 30 min of this reaction.

However, it did get better and everything somewhat tied in together by the end. Although it did still kind of have me wondering why some things were put into the movie but hey, it's not my movie!

Overall, this was a pretty good movie! I laughed a lot!! A whole lot and that's always a GREAT thing...because laughter is the key to ones heart...at least in my opinion!

Check this movie out and let me know what you think. I didn't go into detail because I didn't want to ruin it for those who haven't seen it. But I do recommend it so go see it!!!

Bad Habits

Are like a comfortable bed...

Easy to get into,

Hard to get out of.

Not My Idea of Fun

I Mean, It's The Truth!

To Know Me Is To Love Me

If You Don't Love Me...

It's CLEAR That You Don't Know Me.

If You Know Me But Don't Love Me...

You Don't Know Me Like You THINK You Do.

Dig A Lil Deeper! ;-)

I Just Have One Question

Was It Worth It???