I Haven't Gone Anywhere!!!!

HELLO ALL!!!!

So, for some ODD reason I haven't been able to access my Blogger from my computer which is a Mac...I have NO idea why! *sad face* BUT at the moment I'm on a PC and can get to it just fine, as you can see.

Like, I can see my blog if I type in the URL but I can't get to my homepage where I can post and stuff. It keeps saying that Blogger has changed it's settings or something and I have to switch my accounts from Gmail to somethin...I really don't know what the big hoopla is all about but I'd like for it to get fixed PDQ!! (Pretty Darn Quick)

It's been driving me insane not being able to posts and update myself on everyone's blogs that I follow...like seriously it's been heart-wrenching. I HATE IT!

So, please pray that everything gets fixed so I won't have to find a PC anytime I need some Blogger in my life!

Peace, love, and happiness!

P.S--It feels SOOOO incredibly good to be able to post again!

21 Years Ago On This Day...

I WAS BORN!!!!

I'M FINALLY 21!!!

I PRAISE GOD FOR ANOTHER YEAR!!!

I Do!...I Do???

Marriage. What a huge, meaningful....SCARY WORD!!!

We've all thought about it be us man or woman.

I will be turning 21 on Friday (Whoo-hoo!!!) and I've come to realize that well obviously, I'm getting older and marriage may be in my future, possibly my near future if that's what God has planned.

EEEEKKKKKK!!!!

Does that not sound scary?! Yes, yes it does! I don't even have a boyfriend at the moment or a person of interest for that matter! And my last relationship was in 2008...yea, I know!

I definitely want to be married to my soulmate some day but at the time, the thought of being married seems so....i n t a n g i b l e.

Like, I can't see myself living with a man, sharing my bed with a man, sharing my bathroom, my closet, my drawers, my space with a man.

But on the flip side, I can definitely see someone genuinely loving me, waking up every morning to someone I can call my own, holding hands with someone and it mean more than just 2 sweaty palms touching each other, loving someone unconditionally flaws and all. THAT I look forward too. *Smile*

But am I truly ready to hold on through thick and thin, through sickness and health, through the good times and the bad, through the "I love you with all my heart's" and the "I absolutely can't stand you today's", til death does us part??? Food for thought I suppose.

Marriage is not a play-thing!

All-in-all, I will continue to pray that God prepare me mentally and physically for holy matrimony and send my husband (that feels so weird to type) my way when he is ready for me to have him.

What are your thoughts on the "M" word?!

I Need A Bandaid

Large Enough For My Heart

We reside in a cruel, cruel world

My heart aches for this world and its inhabitants

I carry the weight of this world on my back...or in my heart rather

NOT by choice...

It hurts my heart like you wouldn't believe

LIVID

I am like extremely upset right now. For a multitude of reasons. And I just needed to vent for a second. I'm not gonna go into detail because it's 11:39 P.M. and I have to wake up in about 6 hours and I have a BIG test tomorrow but I just needed to get it off of my chest.

I mostly am SO SO SO mad because I'm here <--- (Click Me)...when I should be HERE <--- (Click Me Too!) I JUST WANNA GO HOME!!!!

*Deep deep sigh* You know what I really need, I need a hug. I haven't had a hug since my family left (June 27th) and the other day I realized that I NEED a HUG. Even if it's for .5 seconds, I just need someone to affectionately wrap their arms tightly around me...even if in their minds they're squeezing me to death. *Wraps arms around self.......doesn't work* LOL

Annnnnyyyywayyyy.....Please pray for me and my test tomorrow around 12:30 P.M.-ish...that's about the time I'll be taking my test. Please and thank you.

Goodnight and God Bless

P.S.--If You See Me In Your Dreams,

Give Me A Hug Please =)

It's Not So Funny Is It?

My sister referred to me this absolutely wonderfully written and composed

song by Regina Spektor and needless to say,

it made me love her even more.

These lyrics are the truth.

No one laughs at God in a hospital
No one laughs at God in a war
No one's laughing at God when they're starving or freezing or so very poor

No one laughs at God when the doctor calls after some routine tests
No one's laughing at God when it's gotten real late and their kid's not back from that party yet

No one laughs at God when their airplane starts to uncontrollably shake
No one's laughing at God when they see the one they love hand in hand with someone else and they hope that they're mistaken
No one laughs at God when the cops knock on their door and they say, "We've got some bad news, sir"
No one's laughing at God when there's a famine, fire or flood

But God can be funny
At a cocktail party while listening to a good God-themed joke or
Or when the crazies say he hates us and they get so red in the head you think that they're about to choke

God can be funny
When told he'll give you money if you just pray the right way
And when presented like a genie
Who does magic like Houdini
Or grants wishes like Jiminy Cricket and Santa Claus

God can be so hilarious
Ha ha
Ha ha

No one laughs at God in a hospital
No one laughs at God in a war
No one's laughing at God when they've lost all they got and they don't know what for

No one laughs at God on the day they realize that the last sight they'll ever see is a pair of hateful eyes
No one's laughing at God when they're saying their goodbyes

But God can be funny
At a cocktail party while listening to a good God-themed joke or
Or when the crazies say he hates us and they get so red in the head you think that they're about to choke

God can be funny
When told he'll give you money if you just pray the right way
And when presented like a genie
Who does magic like Houdini
Or grants wishes like Jiminy Cricket and Santa Claus

God can be so hilarious

No one laughs at God in a hospital
No one laughs at God in a war

No one laughs at God in a hospital
No one laughs at God in a war

No one's laughing at God in a hospital
No one's laughing at God in a war

No one's laughing at God when they're starving or freezing or so very poor

No one's laughing at God
No one's laughing at God
No one's laughing at God
We're all laughing with God

A Day Without Laughter...

Is A Day

WASTED.

~Charlie Chaplin

Don't waste an entire 24 hours...

You will regret it.

See?! ^^ ^Even babies know the real deal!!